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In Between

by Erin Sunisa

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1.
Define Me 03:47
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Sitting in a crowded room covering every open inch of skin Smiling through gritted teeth, trying so desperately to fit in You look in the mirror, you don't like what you see Trying to fake a smile, but those whispers keep seeping in Keeping cool under pressure, but now it's caving in Keeping cool under pressure, but now it's caving in "I'm not like them" you scream, I'm not one of them "I'm not like them" you scream, I'm not one of them You try change your skin to fit in, grasping at every word Like it's your only chance to live, but now you're Screaming, kicking, hitting, running Shouting why oh why why me? You think you're perfect? Then why don't you define me Define me Hiding under layers and layers of self doubt that you wear Line me up, hey! batter up! It really ain't fair Using me as a punching bag to block out the noise Using me as a punching bag before you start to explode You look in the mirror, see the scars lining your wrist Losing your cool as the walls start caving in "You're not like them" you scream, you're not one of them "You're not like them" you scream, you're not one of them You try change your skin to fit in, grasping at every word Like it's your only chance to live, but now you're Screaming, kicking, hitting, running Shouting why oh why why me? You think you're perfect? Then why don't you define me Define me We all of hearts, we all have battles to face You're not the author of my fight We all of hearts, we all have battles to face You won't make me break Stand up (It's time to stand up) Stand up (It's time to stand up) You try change your skin to fit in, grasping at every word Like it's your only chance to live, but now you're Screaming, kicking, hitting, running Shouting why oh why why me? You think you're perfect? Then why don't you define me Define me
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Inside My Head 03:38
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Here we go again, standing on the edge of something new Look down they say, but I won't! Look how far we will fall! Can anybody hear me? Can anybody hear my call? Or am I just invisible? Trying to see straight, but my path is blocked And the wind blows so cold I'm scared of what's ahead And these monsters keep talking inside my head Inside my head Am I prone to my doubt? Cuz my fears are seeping out Where are we going in this car? Driving so fast, my home is far behind now Can anybody hear me? Can anybody hear my call? Or am I just invisible? Trying to see straight, but my path is blocked And the wind blows so cold I'm scared of what's ahead And these monsters keep talking inside my head Inside my head Inside my head oooo Here we go again, standing on the edge of something new Trying to see straight, but my path is blocked And the wind blows so cold I'm scared of what's ahead And these monsters keep talking inside my head Inside my head
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Stay 04:24
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Come on in and sit down So tired and broken down I know it's been rough, you act so tough but you're hurt And I can see through I can see right through you now There's no need to fight There's no need to hide It's okay to say "I'm not okay" It's okay to say "I'm not okay" Cuz I will stay, carry you away To a place by the sea Oo I'll set you free No foul play, no more heartbreak Just complete serenity If you'll believe in me now Come on in, let your guard down Stay awhile, safe and sound You don't have to worry about the world out there Just relax, let mind free Let your heart be (Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah) Cuz I will stay, carry you away To a place by the sea Oo I'll set you free No foul play, no more heartbreak Just complete serenity If you'll believe in me now Stay, Stay, Stay Stay, Stay, Stay
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Serenity 04:36
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Those eyes, they sparkle at mine Shine bright through the night, guiding me home Those lips, speak words so sweet Whispers in the dark, foundation under my feet Can you heart beat? Can you hear beat for you? Can you feel the earth move? Can you feel the earth moving to our beating hearts? Stay with me Stay with the night We will shine so bright Candles in the night Our love combined Into a sweet lullaby Lie here in my arms I'll keep you warm from the winter cold Take my heart, it's yours Everything I own Cuz you're my home now Can you heart beat? Can you hear beat for you? Can you feel the earth move? Can you feel the earth moving to our beating hearts? Stay with me Stay with the night We will shine so bright Candles in the night Our love combined Into a sweet lullaby Serenity Serenity Serenity Serenity Stay with me Stay with the night We will shine so bright Candles in the night Our love combined Into a sweet lullaby Stay with me (to a sweet lullaby) Stay the night (to a sweet lullaby) Ooo Ooo
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Warzone 03:38
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Say what you want of me, I'm free now I'm free now Tear me down, break down my walls But I won't fall down Cuz I, I ain't doing this no more You try to shut me out But I won't break down Cuz I was running blind with you But now I find That you've been killing me inside I can't do this love game no more, no more Gonna leave this warzone Gonna leave this warzone Gonna leave this warzone Gonna leave this warzone Gonna leave this warzone Use me like a pill and when you've had your fill You made a mess of me And my heart couldn't take it when I saw you breaking So I just keep still But I, I'm so tired of being used and swept away And I, I refuse to hurt by someone like you Cuz I was running blind with you But now I find That you've been killing me inside I can't do this love game no more, no more Gonna leave this warzone Cuz I was running blind with you But now I find That you've been killing me inside I can't do this love game no more, no more Gonna leave this warzone This ain't love when it hurts so much just by your touch This ain't worth it, I'm gonna run so far away from you Ooo, ooo this ain't love Ooo, ooo, ooo, this ain't love Cuz I was running blind with you But now I find I can't do this love game no more, no more Gonna leave this warzone Cuz I was running blind with you But now I find That you've been killing me inside I can't do this love game no more, no more Gonna leave this warzone
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In Between 03:31
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I never really was a fighter I only ever fought for you I never really was a crier I only ever cried for you How can you love someone like me? Someone who's in between? Not sure of who I am, but scared to find out Tell me what you want me to be Cuz now I'm stuck somewhere in between Not right or wrong Not kind or strong Confused, scared not moving on You always said to fight more, but now you're gone And I don't know who to be Because you left me I understand I need more patience I never meant to make you low But maybe you could've listened when I told you don't go I'm not perfect, you're not perfect But I love the way your soul fits in my soul I never want to let this go Tell me what you want me to be Cuz now I'm stuck somewhere in between Not right or wrong Not kind or strong Confused, scared not moving on You always said to fight more, but now you're gone And I don't know who to be Because you left me Tell me what I'm supposed to do Tell me what I have to prove This bed is empty and so cold Don't leave alone Tell me what you want me to be Cuz now I'm stuck somewhere in between Not right or wrong Not kind or strong Confused, scared not moving on You always said to fight more, but now you're gone And I don't know who to be Because you left me Tell me what you want me to be Cuz now I'm stuck somewhere in between Not right or wrong Not kind or strong Confused, scared not moving on You always said to fight more, but now you're gone And I don't know who to be Because you left me Because you left me
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Carry You Home 05:04
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Oh, dear, look what has become The sky is falling down Rains of fire Look what they did to our own home No kindness there Does anyone care? The heart has the power to forgive But can we make it through the fire and still live? Take my hand We're going home Follow the light that has shown Let go of your burden You've been tired way too long now Just close your eyes The angels will carry you home There's something in their eyes that says they've given up But you won't, oh no, you won't They deny you peace, rip away every bit of security But you stay strong But for how long Your shield's are worn down Your body has broken down but you still live Take my hand We're going home Follow the light that has shown Let go of your burden You've been tired way too long now Just close your eyes The angels will carry you home It's okay (2x) It's okay now You've made it through (2x) You've made it through somehow It's okay (2x) It's okay now You've made it through (2x) You've made it through somehow Take my hand We're going home Follow the light that has shown Let go of your burden You've been tired way too long now Just close your eyes The angels will carry you home
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Place In This World 04:27
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So the story goes of a little girl sittin back of the bus, in the midst of the rush And she gazes out her window, daydreaming how her life could change If she could trust herself Cuz she dreams of a world with no hate Waking up society from it's dream state "Maybe" she said, "I'll start small" Start changing the inner parts of her small heart We all want love We all want happiness, but scared of the consequence Afraid to shout out cuz you might be shut down It's hard to find the better life When everyone's rushin' at the speed of light I just want to find my place, find my place in this world Take a deep breath, let it out There's nothing scarier than loving yourself, I know Kiss the scars away, clear your mind Push away the darkness and see the light We are just small little things, here for one minute Then gone in an instant Things aren't as bad as they seem, look at the stars Your dreams are infinite We all want love We all want happiness, but scared of the consequence Afraid to shout out cuz you might be shut down It's hard to find the better life When everyone's rushin' at the speed of light I just want to find my place, find my place in this world (Place in this world) 3x (Find my place, oh) 7x We all want love We all want happiness, but scared of the consequence Afraid to shout out cuz you might be shut down It's hard to find the better life When everyone's rushin' at the speed of light I just want to find my place, find my place in this world
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Patch Me 02:27
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Some say, you're crazy for falling for a loose cannon like me. But you think you can see who I used to be, deep inside. But I like what you tell me and I like what I hear When will I stop falling? When will I stop hurting? When will I feel whole again? You say, you can patch the hole in my heart But honestly, I'm so lost I don't where to start Where to start All I know is that I hate when we're apart You give my heart a jump start. When will I stop falling? When will I stop hurting? When will I feel whole again? (ooooo) (ooooo) (oohhh) When will I stop falling? When will I stop hurting? When will I feel whole again?
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Falling 04:01
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I've been traveling this world alone Feet sore and swollen Roads well worn Gazing at the sky, looking helplessly for my salvation Don't know if I'll be found Seems like my world is crumbling down Now I'm falling (deeper and deeper down) Now I'm falling (The fire is all around) Someone save me from this hell I've created Cuz I'm falling Can't feel my soul Oo I've been burned by your flame Oo Never been the same It's not love, not even lust It's toxic yet I want more Now I'm falling (deeper and deeper down) Now I'm falling (The fire is all around) Someone save me from this hell I've created Cuz I'm falling Can't feel my soul (oh, yeah) (Never should have let you in, Now I don't know where to begin) 4x Now I'm falling (deeper and deeper down) Now I'm falling (The fire is all around) Someone save me from this hell I've created Cuz I'm falling Can't feel my soul
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Why 03:25
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Why did you have to walk out of my life? My love for you burns inside my soul And now you left me feeling so low Baby, why, why does distance burn my heart? A second degree burn on my heart And now I have no idea where to start Now that you've torn me apart But why does this love give me pain? I'll never understand Why you had to walk out of my life And now I feel it, now I feel it This is something of a heartbreak Decide to do with all of this time without you by my side When all I want is you But now I know the truth But why does this love give me pain? I'll never understand I'll never understand Why you had to walk out of my life And now I feel it, now I feel it This is something of a heartbreak Why, why did you have to walk out of my life? Why, why do I feel this pain inside? Why? Why did you, why did you.... And why does this love give me pain? I'll never understand Why you had to walk out of my life And now I feel it, now I feel it This is something of a heartbreak
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Heartbeats 03:40
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What do I do now? Suddenly I'm losing my ground Like trying to find the words to your favorite song But you still know the tune and hum along I'm trying to find a home A place where I belong But I just want to sleep I just want to sleep from this pain But my heart still beats Beats, Beats My heart still beats For you My heart still beats for you It's like trying to remember Where I used to belong Trying to find out what I did wrong Won't be easy to erase the dream But my heart still beats Beats, Beats My heart still beats For you My heart still beats for you This dream won't go away Where do I, where do I stay? with you? Where do I go? When the dreams already dark I guess I have to find my ground now My heart still beats Just go to sleep Find my own dream And just sleep without you I still beat without you I still beat without you Where do I go now?
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Sleep 02:49
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Little child, I see what you're going through And I see your pain This whole world can be filled with so much hate Just believe, look outside you're in and you'll see You are beautiful just the way you are There's a light that is bigger and brighter There's a life that accepts you who you are But for now, just sleep Your fears will be behind Life throws obstacles and you, it's your turn to take them down Show your worth with your two feet on the ground There is trouble you face everyday Just believe and pray You are beautiful just the way you are There's a light that is bigger and brighter There's a life that accepts you who you are But for now, just sleep

about

Hey you! Yeah, you beautiful person! You are listening to my debut album, In Between, and I am happy and thrilled that you are listening! This album has been a culmination of two years of hard work, study, and exploration of what I want and what I want to do in life. The theme of this whole album is about a journey of doubt, loss, finding your identity, and deciding to be who you want to be, regardless of what others tell you to do. I'm sure many of you have, at one point or another in your life, had experienced one of your parents or friends that have tried to push you to do something that, in your heart, didn't feel right and didn't feel good. It is hard to take the jump into a sea of uncertainty, but the journey, the struggles, and our choice make us who we are. We can be multi-taskers, we can do different things that make us happy and fulfilled; we do not have to do certain careers or take certain paths because we have been told all of our life to do so. We are in control of who we want to be, and what we are is beautiful and unique!
I have many people to thank for this album! Thank you to my parents and Sara for always sticking by my side! Thank you to Preston Pugmire for the great advice and inspiration to start this! To my crazy friendmily: Chad, Ross, Amy, and Leah for always providing laughter and support through thick and thin! And lastly, to Bryana: words cannot express who much you mean to me and how much I appreciate the love and support you have given me from pushing me to continue to do songs to critiquing my work. You have made this album possible!

I hope you enjoy this album and share it with your friends and family! I hope my music gives you to the courage to be someone incredible, to be unique and to be daring!

xoxo

Erin Sunisa

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released April 24, 2015

All Music and Lyrics by Erin Sunisa
All Recording, Mix, Backup vocals, instruments by Erin Sunisa
*Recording and Mix for "Sleep", "Why", and "Heartbeats" by Drew Arnold*
Album Photography by Joshua Himes of Joshua Photography

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Erin Sunisa Milwaukee, Wisconsin

With a love for folk, musical theatre, and soul, singer-songwriter Erin Sunisa incorporates this all in her passionate, truthful, and original songs. An acoustic, pop/ soul/guitarist/piano player, she plays around the Midwest. Her quirky humor and unique sound makes her a versatile musician.

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